Sunday, March 29, 2009
all the thing i've said about studying hard and blah...
it has to go slow,otherwise all the effort put in would end up like a double-edged sword.
i won't rush,coz haste would only make me lose out.
yesterday was the eye-quiz thing,anyhow bomb the quiz until 0 marks!
was damn funny coz some of the questions are stupid...and top 3 all queenswayans.
after that went to anchor point subway to do homework with some of them.
glen was practically doing nothing there other than eat and talk with Yok Yee over the phone.and he taught Kimberley some surds thing.i was blur like siao,coz that thing we have not learned yet.
did not close the lights for Earth Hour coz it's rather inconvenient for some at home.
stayed up till 12 to do the longer version of the compo!
i feel proud of myself...coz i'm using better words than the dead ones i always did,but i'm sure there's room for more improvement though...
and i intend to read up on chapter 4 of AMATHS so i won't be lost when Ms Soon teaches the chapter itself.
and there is still incomplete chinese homework to complete...
i'll just watch abit of naruto,then find some time to sit down quietly to do chinese and in the meantime revise for the test on wednesday.
and tomorrow is my mum's birthday...dunno what to do for her...
Friday, March 27, 2009
after such a long time,we finally changed our seating arrangement from the exam format back to the class arrangement,but the arrangement was different from term 1.i nearly had to seat with Du Hao...after what seemed like 50 minutes beside him,which was only 5 minutes,i managed to changed my seat at the cost of Jordy!now,i'm seating at the second row beside mathew with Ray in front.i think this seat is better than term one's coz i'm closer to the board,which makes copying things easier and i can pay attention easier since it's just in front of the teacher.
and this week,i got back most of my common test results...i'm very disapointed in myself,coz i only managed to score one A,and the rest are all B-s and C-s.and i failed a subject which is social studies.i can only say that mr siah marks very strictly...at the start of the year,i actually aimed to not fail a single test/exam paper for the whole year,but looks like it's not possible now.now,i'll aim to not fail more than 5 more times until the end of the year.as for the amaths paper that i was really paranoid for,i actually did not fail it,which i'm very greatful for..THANK YOU,miss Soon for giving me working marks for questions that i actually got wrong.
and after the common test,i discovered that i'm extremely weak in chemistry.and today,i suddenly thought of having tuition and told my mother about it.but i'll consider it first...see how things go first,coz it's been 5 years since i've had tuition,and i'm not sure my father would agree to letting me go for tuition,and even if he allows,he'll sign me up for tuition centre tuition.i find that that kind of tuition has no effect on me...coz i will lag behind alot and won't be able to keep up and will end up learning less than i should.the kind of tuition that i want is one-one kind.but i'll just see how i do for mid year chemistry.
and i think i'll be getting my TYS for chemistry very soon,i'll have to find a day when i'm free and i'll go to a POPULAR shops and get every single chemistry TYS by any publisher and compare each one until i decide which to buy.and i hope by mid year,my seat can be changed all the way to the back or at least the 3rd row.(304 people should get the meaning of sitting at the back)
and life in 304 means more fun as each day pass with guys like LINJA,SAMURAY and magic master,SAMUEL and others in our class.i swear,you can laugh till you cry especially with the NAUGHTY NINJA in our class calling handsome WASABI HENTAI!and our almighty LINJA practices LINJUTSU,whatever that is.
Monday, March 23, 2009
ever since primary 5,i always thought that i could do well for studies even if i dont study as hard as the rest...but after watching naruto,and reflecting on my results,i finally know why there are so many people who are so clever,it's actually they put in a lot of effort,they work very hard.and it is throught this hard work that they can surpass some geniuses like tanyou and other people...
and i find that i'm too cocky when it comes to maths,i always think that i can do well even i f i don't study...that is true for primary school,but since secondary school,i've not been doing as well as i did in primary school...and the reason why is becoz i hardly study for maths,i only just flip through the book without memorising anything...take the amaths common test for example,one day before the test,i was at home wasting 2 hours to watch a movie i've watched before when other people are studying hard for the test...
and that is why,on that day,i could not do a question that was very simple to me now after i looked at it...i forgot how to do for that question on the actual test and becoz of the question,i wasted alot of time on it and still did not manage to solve the question,and becoz of that,i only have time to do 6 and a half question...and among this few questions,i got more than half of them wrong after discussing the answers with qijun they all...i just hope i dont fail the test this time,but it's hardly possible...since out of the 7 questions that i did,i already got 4 wrong,there are 8 questions...which means i've already lost marks for 5 questions...
becoz of this test,i've decided to work very hard for maths,and i will do so for the other subjects as soon as i can...after getting back the social studies test today,i was really disappointed...i failed by a mark...as for physics,303 got back and only around 5 of them passed...i can't imagine how badly i'll do for it,but what's done has already been done,no point brooding over it too much...and starting from today,i'll dedicate 3 hours of my day at home to complete homework and study.actually,how much time i'll take depends on the amount of homework that i have...
if by doing this,i don't get 4 distinctions for mid year...i'll really really work hard like siao for end year.and a few days ago or last week,someone said i've changed into a completely different person and said that i was really chiong now...coz i finished my maths homework early,and i was really shocked...it was only then that i realised that i should change already.i'm thinking of aiming for top 10 in class,but it's too hard for now,so i'll probably try to get top 15 in class first.if i manage to be in top 15,i'll aim higher..
Friday, March 20, 2009
maybe i did the wrong thing by trying to help.maybe i should just mind my own business from now on...yesterday had a very weird dream...i'm surprised that i can actually remember the dream.i dreamed that i got most of the things that i wanted...like games and stuffs...no wonder i woke up later than usual today...and yes,my CABAL character has finally maxed out my Sword skills,now it's only magic skill that is left...and my character is level 120 already....i desperately need to buy alz for my character so i can have enough to purchase 2 SOD to do my rank up quest.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
yesterday was fun
today would be serious
Sunday, March 15, 2009
partial fractions is easy like ass...no wonder the teachers call us to study the chapter by ourselves...it's just too easy already and the whole chapter can be understood within minutes for some people and others would take hours.ok,i shall not waste the whole of this march holidays just on games,i still will,but i might be busy doing some other stuffs...
Friday, March 13, 2009
I regretted not studying hard for PSLE back then.
I regretted not studying hard for the first 1.5 years of lower sec.
I regretted not making the right decisions from sec 1 till now.
I regretted getting so addicted into games.
i regretted taking pure biology at first,but now i know i'm not the only who thinks this way.
I regretted not studying for the frequent test since start of sec 3 until now.
there are still alot of things i regretted but cant remember now.
you see,most people have regrets,just about everyone around me has.most people change to prevent more such regrets in the future,so i also want to change,unlike some people who sit there waiting for the world to change for them,beginning with the rude pig who sleeps in my room each and everyday and fails to differentiate a month from 3...and of coz,there are many other people out there.
i really need someone who can give me ENOUGH motivation to study hard from now on.anyone will do,but i mean serious ones,dont give me comments that are not meant to be serious.
the only emaths paper that i got back would be emaths...rather satisfied with it since i got more marks for a careless question than i expected.and Dragonball was out yesterday.and HOLLOW FORM ICHIGO is BACK,not the OGIHCI one,but the monster HOLLOW ichigo!!!and Ulquiorra is godly already,cannot imagine ichigo killing him.and ms wong was so gracious to us with her notes and model answers and not only that,her past year exam papers own.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
i really think i should study hard from now on,coz my results recently are not up to standard...even maths,been very very careless this year.I need help,I need someone who can stop me from GAMING!games will ruin me if i continue playing like i am still doing
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
currently rushing through social studies and history homework...I have to thank all those people who i asked questions about how to write and stuffs,especially Shanice,for providing me with the sample from your own answer!
Monday, March 09, 2009
today is an important day that happens only once a year,and it is my birthday...cant say i'm happy,can't say i'm sad...i'm happy coz there are people who remember that it's my birthday today...see,that's how you differentiate between good friends and friends that are not so good.i'm sad today coz i screwed the fucking amaths test paper...and that was becoz i wasted time on a fucking question that i did not know how to do before the test and i still do not how to do in the end...and becoz of that,i wasted 35 minutes on the first 4 questions and only had 15 minutes left for the last 4 and that is when i lost hope already...and what i'm really unhappy about is that i nearly completed the last sentence,just a few more words to go only...
so this year's birthday isn't really a happy one,nor is it a sad one for me...
Friday, March 06, 2009
you see smiles everyday,but have you wondered what a smile can do,it can brighten up people's life,and most importantly your own,so to all those people who think too much with that sad face on their face,smile more!next week is common test and i'm afraid i'll screw the whole thing up...i'm gonna try and master my maths by practicing alot...most probably tomorrow at the library by myself...and as for chinese,i'm going to try to memorise the 3 possible topics,as in the whole letter,than write as same as the guidebook as possible,and hopefully in this way can score better marks than the previous time...and history+social studies homework is driving people nuts...and it'll be few more days until i turn 15...that means a slimmer chance for me to pass my 2.4 already...
Sunday, March 01, 2009
do you have a father who is so fair that he only allows you to use the computer for just one day in a week when most people around you gets to use it almost everyday?
do you have a father who uses the computer each day of each week,including the day that you are only allowed to use on?
do you have a father who tells you that he is disappointed with you when your grades drop?
do you have a father who is so unwilling to reward you when you actually do well in your studies?
do you have a father who comes up with excuses most of the time just to say no to one of your requests?
do you have a father like this
i'm sure not all of your fathers would be able to do all of the above,tell you what,mine can....and i'm so grateful for what he has done!when my grades are like average,he can only just see the C(s)-failures and the A(s) don't matter at all.and when I actually do well,he justs keeps quiet.when i do badly,he would say something like"i don't want to scold you...you are old enough to know what to do"...what's the difference if you actually scold me?and you say the 3 of us only know how to call Mummy to do everything for us,but look,everyday when you get home,you would ask her to get you a cup of coffee and two pieces of bread...i dunno what to say already lor...you want to scold us,you wanna control us,you look at yourself first,look at the things that you need to improve on,from what i can see,there's alot,so good luck,Father!
