Wednesday, September 26, 2007
yesterday at night,mother told me aljunid the place where ppl put the deceaseds' ashes is closing down....then he say father and his siblings,muz go move grandfather's ashes to another place,then she also say I have to move my brother's de ashes also,then I damn scared la....why muz he even die in the first place?so damn unfair la,I supposed to have an elder brother,then now I eldest le....now i can understand how pingfang muz be feeling when she misses her mother...I see kor de photos,then see his face very sick(not the sicko sick,but the ill sick),then I wan cry la...he so ke lian lor,I'd rather he dun born to suffer so much la...then in class today chengkiat I bullied by kaiyang,then chengkiat call him stop,then told qijun about this thing,then I cry....cannot tahan...
nuthing much to say le
